When you write your day down, it seems so dull. 'Cause it was.
Ok, so the day is dwindling down...
I took an Algebra II exam today which did not at all resemble the study sheet she gave the class. I have nothing more to say about that.
Nothing very exciting today. Wrote some unconcious thoughts today, though... "Will you want me even after/You've met my family/Would you even want me even after you've met me". Give that up to Brandon. And give it up to non-imaginative writing. By the way, he (Brandon) wants an entire entry all by himself. It's endearing really. He'll read this, so I have be nice. He's sweet. After all, he's allowing me to download a really long file off of AIM with his cable modem and my shit 56k. Now, that's sweet! As long I don't lose my connection or something 'cause it's stuck in the 30 percents right now... Sigh.
Saw my first "glimpse" of Logan again today... I finally went back to the Forumz. I know I promised myself I Don't Care. And I don't. He's still not on my buddy list. Still, I devoted several months to his insincerity, so it's hard to cut it off completely. He'd not been at the Forumz in months so this was a surprise. I'd taken the last few weeks "off" after being there every few minutes for weeks on end. I finally gave up on the "Single Toriphile" thread that was there... I can't deal with it any longer... I don't have the patience for reading that far back. It's up to I think 60 some pages. In any event, yeah, Logan was there.
And I resent myself for actually writing that.
I also responded to this reeeeally late private message at the forumz from FatherLucifer... Said I was cute. This was in like September. I'm great at correspondence, you know that? Wrote him back to say "Yeah... added you to my ICQ too and you never signed on..." Which is what happened really. He apparently was interested in talking then, maybe still now.
And I also private'd Adna again. I miss her. She never goes on AIM, my preferred method of talking with EWFs... Ah well, maybe sometime soon. We've got lots to catch up on. She had some medical stuff apparently and I'm very curious as to how she's dealing with that. And of course my drama will keep her busy.
For drama, this day was pretty dull. Rocky's tomorrow. I'm a Transylvanian although apparently I had a shot at Brad until things were cleared up at the last minute.
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fair boy, your eyes haunt me.
(tori amos)
I took an Algebra II exam today which did not at all resemble the study sheet she gave the class. I have nothing more to say about that.
Nothing very exciting today. Wrote some unconcious thoughts today, though... "Will you want me even after/You've met my family/Would you even want me even after you've met me". Give that up to Brandon. And give it up to non-imaginative writing. By the way, he (Brandon) wants an entire entry all by himself. It's endearing really. He'll read this, so I have be nice. He's sweet. After all, he's allowing me to download a really long file off of AIM with his cable modem and my shit 56k. Now, that's sweet! As long I don't lose my connection or something 'cause it's stuck in the 30 percents right now... Sigh.
Saw my first "glimpse" of Logan again today... I finally went back to the Forumz. I know I promised myself I Don't Care. And I don't. He's still not on my buddy list. Still, I devoted several months to his insincerity, so it's hard to cut it off completely. He'd not been at the Forumz in months so this was a surprise. I'd taken the last few weeks "off" after being there every few minutes for weeks on end. I finally gave up on the "Single Toriphile" thread that was there... I can't deal with it any longer... I don't have the patience for reading that far back. It's up to I think 60 some pages. In any event, yeah, Logan was there.
And I resent myself for actually writing that.
I also responded to this reeeeally late private message at the forumz from FatherLucifer... Said I was cute. This was in like September. I'm great at correspondence, you know that? Wrote him back to say "Yeah... added you to my ICQ too and you never signed on..." Which is what happened really. He apparently was interested in talking then, maybe still now.
And I also private'd Adna again. I miss her. She never goes on AIM, my preferred method of talking with EWFs... Ah well, maybe sometime soon. We've got lots to catch up on. She had some medical stuff apparently and I'm very curious as to how she's dealing with that. And of course my drama will keep her busy.
For drama, this day was pretty dull. Rocky's tomorrow. I'm a Transylvanian although apparently I had a shot at Brad until things were cleared up at the last minute.
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fair boy, your eyes haunt me.
(tori amos)