"Running head on into things that knock me down."
Today... well, today was just annoying.
I was just so not in the mood to absorb anything the teachers were saying... I did get very interested in Psychology but we have annoying, stupid people who find mental disorders funny, so there went the concentration.
I think I was interested in Christian Life also, but I cannot for the life of me remember what she said.
I know, however, for a fact that I didn't hear a word in Algebra.
Jake knows exactly why, as we discussed this on the phone. ;)
I told some people in school about Jake and the response was very positive, but I didn't tell Maria like I was planning on it. It's hard to when in the four years you've known someone she's seemed alternately very conservative and very fascinated with other walks of life and diversity, which she dubs "Bohemian". Actually, that girls subs everything Bohemian. It's very endearing. I've learned to really, really like Maria and previous reservations about her have really seemed to drift off. She'll likely never be as liberal as most of Kelly Streeters, but she breaking new walls every day and I am proud of her.
As I write this, I've just learned Maria already knew of said queerness. I told her I had a boyfriend and she responded with "That's awesome"... and that's just awesome. I know opinions of others' shouldn't matter all that much to me, but that meant a lot. Probably because it came from the girl once dubbed "the conservative prude".
She's deserving of a new nickname.
This also means she's known for a while and has not stopped treating me the same way, and that really means a lot. More than even I thought it would.
Well! Anyway (that sort of interrupted my flow of thought)... I spoke with Jake and that was just oh so happy-ee-fying... I am driving myself insane with this 10 days thing... I really, really, really want to see him. Our phone bills are going to be unforgiving.
P.S. - Jake: Download the song I'm listening to, right now.
I was just so not in the mood to absorb anything the teachers were saying... I did get very interested in Psychology but we have annoying, stupid people who find mental disorders funny, so there went the concentration.
I think I was interested in Christian Life also, but I cannot for the life of me remember what she said.
I know, however, for a fact that I didn't hear a word in Algebra.
Jake knows exactly why, as we discussed this on the phone. ;)
I told some people in school about Jake and the response was very positive, but I didn't tell Maria like I was planning on it. It's hard to when in the four years you've known someone she's seemed alternately very conservative and very fascinated with other walks of life and diversity, which she dubs "Bohemian". Actually, that girls subs everything Bohemian. It's very endearing. I've learned to really, really like Maria and previous reservations about her have really seemed to drift off. She'll likely never be as liberal as most of Kelly Streeters, but she breaking new walls every day and I am proud of her.
As I write this, I've just learned Maria already knew of said queerness. I told her I had a boyfriend and she responded with "That's awesome"... and that's just awesome. I know opinions of others' shouldn't matter all that much to me, but that meant a lot. Probably because it came from the girl once dubbed "the conservative prude".
She's deserving of a new nickname.
This also means she's known for a while and has not stopped treating me the same way, and that really means a lot. More than even I thought it would.
Well! Anyway (that sort of interrupted my flow of thought)... I spoke with Jake and that was just oh so happy-ee-fying... I am driving myself insane with this 10 days thing... I really, really, really want to see him. Our phone bills are going to be unforgiving.
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| Hey, pat yourself on the back, you're well-balanced....you bloody overacheiver. You think you're just so perfect, don't you--don't you?! Cocky bastard! Um....yeah. Okay, so you're neither high-maintenance nor low-maintenance, but somewhere in between. Basically that means you bitch about the important things and let the little things slide. Go you. Perfectionist whore. Take the "Are you High-Maintenance?" quiz by Rez/Sanagi no Yume |
P.S. - Jake: Download the song I'm listening to, right now.
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