"I wrote it, but maybe I'm afraid that you'll be bored."
Today was emotional for a few reasons. One being Moulin Rouge. Watching it again this morning just reaffirmed my belief that it is a cinematic masterpiece.
I also talked to Jay. And that was awkward, upsetting, guilt-ridden, and good. I'm not really interested in giving a lot details at the moment, but it was beneficial, and helped me realize that I'm so not ready for being an adult with adult responsibilities. But it's kinda gotta happen, so that's how it's going to be. And not only do I have to accept that, I can.
And that's how it is right now.
I also talked to Jay. And that was awkward, upsetting, guilt-ridden, and good. I'm not really interested in giving a lot details at the moment, but it was beneficial, and helped me realize that I'm so not ready for being an adult with adult responsibilities. But it's kinda gotta happen, so that's how it's going to be. And not only do I have to accept that, I can.
And that's how it is right now.
thoughtful