"I'm no ordinary lover, or a friend."
mood: 
thoughtful
thoughtfulmusic: "You Go On Ahead (Album Version, 2.53)" - Liz Phair
Of course. I mean, how could a chick with a boy toy not be into a little kink?
I just smiled. "I certainly can be. What did you have in mind?"
This is the barrier that has always stood between me and sexual liberation. The inability to express what I want.
I'm game. But I'm not going first.
What if what I want is too freaky? What if it's too vanilla? What if it's illegal?
What would I do if he laughed?
I don't want to be a joke he retells later.
[He] doesn't owe me anything. I have no reason to trust him.
And he has no reason to trust me.
-- AfterOphelia.com