"Quickly the walls are crumbling."
I'm still up because I haven't finished the assignment of the night. I'm currently on an emotional break, as I'm starting to get frustrated. I'm a little tired, and I could likely collapse into a coma if I let myself, but as I type and focus on the monitor without much effort, I'm okay.
This project is sooo long. Soooo long. And this isn't a very good thing at all 'cause it's recorded. And a preshow. If the audience hates it, we can't really 'wrap it up' and move on. Chad wants more footage. In theory, so do I, but what would we do with this footage!?
A lot of this is quite good, but so much has to be cut and re-edited and some of it isn't as good, so that has to somehow be removed... and then there's the stuff that we need on there no matter what... And, blah! I am enjoying it a lot, but this time limit is making me enjoy it less. I can be creative... just as long as it's under 20 seconds.
Maybe I really am just tired. I haven't had a great deal of time to think to myself today.
Today, Matt and I went to Millburn's high school. Or, more accurately, we were marinating in the boiler room as we wired. I just wanted to crawl into a croissant and sleep.
I don't remember the random songs of the workday. I know Evanescence came in there... Fefe Dobson... "8x10." Yeah, maybe that was it. "Alive" by Pearl Jam was being played really loud as the wrestlers practiced next door.
I think I'm losing cohesive thought. I think I'm done for the next few hours.
I just want to get it done.
This project is sooo long. Soooo long. And this isn't a very good thing at all 'cause it's recorded. And a preshow. If the audience hates it, we can't really 'wrap it up' and move on. Chad wants more footage. In theory, so do I, but what would we do with this footage!?
A lot of this is quite good, but so much has to be cut and re-edited and some of it isn't as good, so that has to somehow be removed... and then there's the stuff that we need on there no matter what... And, blah! I am enjoying it a lot, but this time limit is making me enjoy it less. I can be creative... just as long as it's under 20 seconds.
Maybe I really am just tired. I haven't had a great deal of time to think to myself today.
Today, Matt and I went to Millburn's high school. Or, more accurately, we were marinating in the boiler room as we wired. I just wanted to crawl into a croissant and sleep.
I don't remember the random songs of the workday. I know Evanescence came in there... Fefe Dobson... "8x10." Yeah, maybe that was it. "Alive" by Pearl Jam was being played really loud as the wrestlers practiced next door.
I think I'm losing cohesive thought. I think I'm done for the next few hours.
I just want to get it done.
anxious